My heart goes random

Time flies too fast, 'cause you'll go and catch your dreams
But I will just stay here,
I'm nothing for you, but you're something for me
And that's why it will be so hard for me :((

PS : I know you won't read this post. But I really want to tell you that I start to feel that you're a part of my days, the bright side actually :))

I might be :))

I don’t know but I think I maybe fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I know you better

I am trying not to tell you
But I want to, I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do, I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do, I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here and you hold my hand
Pull me towards you and we start to dance
All around us I see nobody
Here in silence, it’s just you and me

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

The word starts with L

It's been so long since the last time I feel this kind of feeling,
and amazingly it's all because of YOU!
I used to think that my heart has been numb
but these days, I feel something different,
something awkward, but full of excitement
something strange, but so comfortably
and I began to be swayed by the ineptness of this feeling,
FOOL ME.
But in other way, I feel like I'm alive again
after years of emptiness
I began to smile from my heart,
I mean a real one
I began to feel like waiting for something that worth
I began to act silly when it comes about you
But I enjoy every moment,
the moment that I wait for your message,
the moment that I feel so happy just because of finding out a little thing about you,
the moment that I'm so excited talk about unimportant things with you,
the moment that I feel so alive,
the moment that I realize it's all because this feeling
and finally I find the word that fit best,
the word start with L
:)

Finally, I get the answer

I know it started with a very unpredictable way,
weird I can say in the beginning.
But when I looked at you for the first time,
I knew that there's something happen in my heart
but all I can say to my self is to convince my self,
that there won't be anything going on between us
but this feeling is too strong
and I can't control it or even deny it
after a long of uncertainty,
I know and I want to admit that,
It's worth the wait ,
yes, it's even more than that :))

MY (broken) HEART

Sorry if my heart was not made of stone,
so it's fragile and easily destroyed.
Sorry if my heart was not made of cotton,
so it is not soft and not sensitive.
Sorry if my heart was not made of glass
so it is not transparent and difficult to be guessed.
And sorry if my heart is formed by a passion,
so it can fall in love and could never stop loving