(less) appreciation

Someday I won't be here,
Like I usually do
That time I will leave you alone,
like what you did to me
I'm not doing kind of revenge,
but it's just a karma who speaks loud
That day I won't be here,
Like I usually do
That time I wish you could realize,
how precious my presence
I'm not hoping to be needed,
but it's just a feeling the urge to be respected
I don't say it will be so easy for me to set this heart free,
but I know I should leave
I should patch my own life, my own happiness, my own story
where there's no more you
I said it that I'll be okay
and I mean it
So someday I won't be here,
Like I usually do

I'm 99% sure that you don't like me,
but 1% is more than enough for me to hold on
If not forever, stay with me for the longest time you can
Just because eyes don't tear, doesn't mean that my heart doesn't cry
Just because I comes off a little strong,
doesn't mean that nothing's wrong
My friends once ask if you do love me?
I just closed my eyes and said "Wishes do come true.."
If it's not you, it will never be you,
no matter how much I love you
But if you really are for me, then,
we will always be no matter how I set you free
It's sad to think that you will never be mine,
but it's sadder to realize that I know it all from the start
What am I supposed to do?
Just when I thought I was going to get you,
you go away like I can't reach you
If it's over, give me that last chance to say goodbye,
but don't think I don't care at all
'Cause that goodbye is my simple way of saying I love you
But I have to sacrifice

My work

I did photoshoot with my friends for my project actually and I think it was pretty good. I feel a lil bit proud of my self, don't mean to brag, but I like several shots of mine. So I edited some them and here they are :)

(Model : Renaldi & Erica ; Location ; Kopilas)

more than 24 hours

I hate a time like this, when everything goes so randomly. I hate this kind of feeling, when everything seems so wrong. I can't control my emotion these days, my bad. But these thoughts, these assignments, and all things that happen in the same time, yes they kill me softly, slowly but sure! I need MORE THAN 24 HOURS! I know maybe my 'time-management' is still so bad, but I try and I give some excuses for my self actually. Start from "oh there are too many projects I have to do" until "oh my, I'm exhausted and need some rest" (in the fact I haven't done any of them yet) sigh :((

freedom

those stories,
those tears,
those jokes,
those smiles,
those happiness,
those laughter,
those pictures,
those moments,
those freedom,
every second remains its each memory
nothing to regret,
just enjoy the time
and I call it weekEND ! :))