Even if you won't believe

You say I hurt you over and over again,

The truth is I always try my best to make you proud.

You say I can't control myself,

The truth is you don't know how suffer I am to keep things going right in my life.

You say I won't ever understand, care, or try to change,

The truth is I'm dying inside and blame on myself for everything.

The truth is I'm broken.

For so long, have never healed.

just like last year

thought it would be different this time
thought it would be better this time
thought it would be right this time

but you proved me wrong

there's no tears
there's no sadness
there's no disappointment

'cause I can't barely feel

again
once again

a part of confession

I found you after some broken hearts.

I fell for you and all over you
I thought finally I found my key
I just found you look different which is good
Better than others I can say
I felt something more than the ordinary
More than others I have found
Even when you went far far away
But something called "certainty" is already there
Not about you
But about my feeling which has been numbed for a long time
For some months you became the gravity of my tought
I found it hard to not going back to you
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