Stronger than it seems

"I am a woman of substance. I might look fragile in appearance but don't try to break my heart. I believe in the magic of love but don't try and play pranks on me. I love your soul deeply but don't try to rip my soul apart by cheating on me. Always remember that if I love you without limitations, I am also strong enough to let you go if you betray me. I will never be a victim but a survivor because I will emerge to be stronger than my suffering." - Aarti Khurana

How if

How if this time I'm the one who's being stubborn?
And how if this time I say I will not fight for it?

Saturday Story

I'm sorry,
I forget how to love.
I'm sorry,
I forget how to be loved like this.
I might not respond it right,
because I forget how to react.
In fact I try.
I try to show you that I care.
I try to show you that this thing going on,
kinda makes me feel happy.
I try to show you
that this time it feels right,
or at least it feels more real.
I try to take a chance,
even it might risked my heart,
to feel the pain one more time.
So if you could feel it,
just don't play with it,
with my heart.
I beg.
Because it won't be as strong as it was,
before some heartbreaks.
I might not the one that you've ever wanted,
we both know it.
But if you decided to try,
let me try to recast what once had been destroyed.
I try to believe,
that it might be true.
I'm sorry,
I just forget how to love,
properly.
just give me time this time :)