It doesn't feel good when other people say encouragement, you say nothing but asking for more.
But it hurts when you admire her, while I'm trying to catch up.
I don't blame you, it's just I'm tired.
It doesn't feel good when other people support me in every way, you treat me as if I'm never be grateful for what I have.
But it hurts when you show her your best effort, when I'm trying to hold on.
I don't blame you, it's just I'm tired.
Sometimes I just want to say it out loud but then who am I so that I could demand so much?
Sometimes I wish I could understand the way you think and not being too grumble.
But I'm sorry that this is the way I am.
I think it's fair enough for me wishing that you could accept me the way I am, yet too selfish.
I try to accept you, your (terms and) conditions.
Once again I don't blame you, I'm just tired.
