Yet I need to, so do you.
For me it's been a great time lately, I have no regret.
But I know I need to give you space, your own space, your own time.
These days some people say that I should stop,
I should leave you because you'll never take me the way I am.
But I try to stay and understand you more, which made me being hurt more.
I don't blame you, because I chose to stay.
I chose to believe, I chose to risk my heart, yet I'm happy.
I've been broken several times, but I don't want to give you what's left.
I want to share a good part that I have, with you.
I always think that being apart to you is a hard thing, but it only occurs to me, not you.
But I know we need to learn, both of us need to learn to let God works with His own way,
in His own time.
I wish you could be the one, but I don't want to let my heart decides.
I want God to take the control for this time.
I don't want to blame anybody, not anymore.
It's not anyone else's fault that we can't be together.
I just want you to simply know, that I'll miss you much but I need to let you go.
Let you find your way, your path.
I don't know if it will end to mine, but I pray the best for you.
I let you see the worst of me, so in case one day I'll become an ugly and annoying person you'll still love me the way I am. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I'm just too naive sometimes to think that fairytale does exist.
I'm sorry for asking you too much.
But now, I'll let you work on your things.
I'll let you convince yourself where your heart belongs to.
I'll let you choose your own happiness,
rather I'm a part of it or not.
This ain't a romantic yet touching love letter, because I just want to be honest.
I don't know if one day we end up together or not,
but I hope the best for you.
for us.
