in This Story

If you know how hard it is for me to trust,

or if you know how hard it is for me to believe.

But I chose to trust, I chose to believe,

that you might be real.

I don't blame you for what have gone wrong.

I'm trying to let you go,

using the way you asked me.

But as you know,

everything comes to an end,

and I don't know when and how the end will come.

(in this story)

like a star

I no longer have anything to say
All I do is just stand here and wait for you
Wait for you to make up your mind
Because I made mine up, my decision
Not to stop feeling this unrealistic feeling
That one song plays on my playlist over and over again
And it's about you, about us
I wish you could be here
Hold my hand and feel how hard it is
For me not to fall again
For you.

Stronger than it seems

"I am a woman of substance. I might look fragile in appearance but don't try to break my heart. I believe in the magic of love but don't try and play pranks on me. I love your soul deeply but don't try to rip my soul apart by cheating on me. Always remember that if I love you without limitations, I am also strong enough to let you go if you betray me. I will never be a victim but a survivor because I will emerge to be stronger than my suffering." - Aarti Khurana

How if

How if this time I'm the one who's being stubborn?
And how if this time I say I will not fight for it?