Am I fine? Is my heart okay, or it still feels hurt? I'm not sure. All I know is I'm confused with my own personal feeling. But sometimes I think what for I always think about him, someone who doesn't love me anymore or even care about me? But I'm afraid to know the fact that he's in love with another girl, who want to dumb him out of her life and he desperate to get her back as his girl. Does he know that I want him to do the same way to me? Does he realize that I always care about him? I love him even he's not that perfect and he already hurt my heart deeply.
I know people will give me an advice to forget him, and if I don't they will call me an idiot, who stuck to such an idiot man like him. But it doesn't matter for me. 'Cause what do they know about this feeling? I feel so right and so true when I say I love him. And what should I do when I feel so right and so true? Some of my bestfriends say go ahead dear, do what you want, follow what your heart says. So what should I do when my heart says I need him beside me even I know it will be hard and painful?
I made my own quote for my bestfriend who felt broken heart, "Don't thinking about something that shouldn't be in your mind. Don't look behind, 'cause sometimes it's too sucks to be remembered. And don't ever regret anything you've done, 'cause it will make you feel worst to yourself. Just makes it jokes!" But can I do the same way? I'm not sure. I've been trying so hard, and sometimes I feel tired.
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