We're far physically, but..

Oh Gosh, how I miss my best friends, our fellowship. I miss them too much, especially them whom are no longer stay in Jakarta and go to other city or country. Miss every moment that we've spent together. We've been through our hard time, when we should prepared ourselves for all of those final exam in school, those things that we call it "sucks" LOL. However from every single day we already shared a lot of fun, a lot of stories that we won't ever forget, how we gave strength to each other, and how we helped each other to get through all the final exams.

I miss those old times that we call it HOLIDAY. When there's no distance and there're a lot of time that we can spend together unwisely, just for sharing some unimportant stories or just making some jokes and laugh for those silliness. Sleepover together, super late dinner and sneaked out in the middle of the night, go to some place that we've never been there, try some new experiences, drive crazily just for 'dangerously' fun. There's no time limit, there's no need to worry about those high school things anymore, 'cause we've succeed to finish it all together.

We knew that we should prepare ourselves to be ready to take a step to a new chapter of our life, our real life. But we're still too young to take it serious. So we just do whatever we want freely before we get back into the reality and I called those time as a HAPPINESS. Times that we won't ever forget, and will be a great memory to remember.

"It's so rare to find a friend like you. Somehow when you're around the sky is always blue. The way we talk, the things you say, the way you make it all okay, and how you know all of my jokes but you laugh anyway. If I could wish for one thing, I take the smile that you bring. Wherever you go in this world I come along, together we dream the same dream. Forever I'm here for you, you're here for me" (Two Voices, One Song - Barbie and The Diamond Castle)

Thanks God :))

I'm so happy tonight!
All of my jobs for about these 3 weeks are finally done! It feels like I'm free :))
Thanks God for His blessing, 'cause I know without it I can't through it all.

I've done my mid-term tests well, at least I guess so and I wish I could get good result LOL
I've done METAMORPH 2010 TGIF CONCERT with all crews, my beloved filemon rangers, I hope it would bless many young people
I've done PASS4 Time Machine 2010 with all crews, even it was a little bit mess up in the beginning, I think it still run well until the end. Sorry for the mess we've made, but we've tried our best :))
and last but not least I've done my job for being a MC at one of my bestfriend's sister's sweet17th dinner, it's pleasure for me :))

I believe God always be with me in every single day in my life. That's why I can finally finish it all and I believe He will work on me more than I can imagine.

Sometimes things that I think is impossible to reach, if you rely on your life in God's hand, somehow you can get those things being possible or even easy to reach :))

Maybe I can finally get it right
Finally find the nerves to speak my mind 
And tell you the things I can't say
And baby I would look into your eyes 
And maybe you will finally realize 
Words are just words anyway
If eyes could speak
One look would say everything









The smile on your face
Let's me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best,
When you say nothing at all







At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday
I know I misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurt
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go







Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working 'cause you know
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gift

Should've kissed you there,
I should've held your face
I should've watched those eyes, instead of run in place
I should've called you out, I should've said your name
I should've turned around, I should've looked again
I should've spoken up, I should've proudly claimed
That oh my head's to blame
For all my heart's mistakes
But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
As you turn, you take your heart and walk away