Amanda's Journal

Maybe I can finally get it right
Finally find the nerves to speak my mind 
And tell you the things I can't say
And baby I would look into your eyes 
And maybe you will finally realize 
Words are just words anyway
If eyes could speak
One look would say everything









The smile on your face
Let's me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best,
When you say nothing at all







At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday
I know I misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurt
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go







Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working 'cause you know
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gift

Should've kissed you there,
I should've held your face
I should've watched those eyes, instead of run in place
I should've called you out, I should've said your name
I should've turned around, I should've looked again
I should've spoken up, I should've proudly claimed
That oh my head's to blame
For all my heart's mistakes
But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
As you turn, you take your heart and walk away