blank.

when a house is not a home,
a road is no longer bumping but it's straightly going down,
torturing words,
an open scar,
and even tears are useless.
blank

Nothing I wish for,
Nothing I hope for,
I learn to hang on nothing.
I wouldn't have shouted and disclose everything,
even if I want to.

I try to look fine,
tough,
doesn't mean there's no feeling.
'cause even I show it,
they will just say it's non-sense,
(as if they care)

Where are you guys?
The time I need the most
I just need the presence
feeling secure, nothing more.

Sorry if I'm not that damn good,
not that thin, beautiful, and warm-hearted,
laugh when it goes wrong, I try hard
but still has human's feeling
could be hurt,
could be healed.
blank.