Thanks God :))

I'm so happy tonight!
All of my jobs for about these 3 weeks are finally done! It feels like I'm free :))
Thanks God for His blessing, 'cause I know without it I can't through it all.

I've done my mid-term tests well, at least I guess so and I wish I could get good result LOL
I've done METAMORPH 2010 TGIF CONCERT with all crews, my beloved filemon rangers, I hope it would bless many young people
I've done PASS4 Time Machine 2010 with all crews, even it was a little bit mess up in the beginning, I think it still run well until the end. Sorry for the mess we've made, but we've tried our best :))
and last but not least I've done my job for being a MC at one of my bestfriend's sister's sweet17th dinner, it's pleasure for me :))

I believe God always be with me in every single day in my life. That's why I can finally finish it all and I believe He will work on me more than I can imagine.

Sometimes things that I think is impossible to reach, if you rely on your life in God's hand, somehow you can get those things being possible or even easy to reach :))

Maybe I can finally get it right
Finally find the nerves to speak my mind 
And tell you the things I can't say
And baby I would look into your eyes 
And maybe you will finally realize 
Words are just words anyway
If eyes could speak
One look would say everything









The smile on your face
Let's me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best,
When you say nothing at all







At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday
I know I misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurt
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go







Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working 'cause you know
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gift

Should've kissed you there,
I should've held your face
I should've watched those eyes, instead of run in place
I should've called you out, I should've said your name
I should've turned around, I should've looked again
I should've spoken up, I should've proudly claimed
That oh my head's to blame
For all my heart's mistakes
But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
As you turn, you take your heart and walk away

Thanks to you :((

Hey thanks to you, who already break my heart!
I used to thank God to let us met in unpredictable way,
I used to be happy to know you in my life,
and I used to be happy for a moment to have you in my life
But it just "used to", remember?
'Cause somehow you hurt me so bad
It's hurt and painful when I realize that everything has changed
Everything has changed, except my heart
My heart that love you too much
and I just realize it the moment you throw it away
Pathetic, right?
But I don't want to cry, and I promise I won't
and I'll be fine,
at least that's what I keep telling myself to be
For you, I just want to say thanks
Thanks to let me go even I didn't want to
But hey thanks, 'cause maybe I deserve someone better than you
or maybe I'm not good enough for you, and that's okay
Just go and don't ever look back
'Cause I'm still here,
patching back my heart that already broken into a pieces
Please don't look back, 'cause if you turn back and look at me once again
it will be harder for me to let you go
So go, and let me rearrange my life,
a mess since you left
I'll be fine,
I'll be fine,
and I'll be fine

I'm not sure :(

You're a part of my life that I can't live without, 'cause you just like drugs for me.
Every single day I need my drugs to keep me breathing,
just like I need you to keep me still alive.
Even I know that someday I should stop to use drugs, stop being a drugs user,
it means stop being around you and move away
But I'm not sure,
I'm not sure I can do it, I can live without you
I'm not sure I can handle it when the time comes