surprise greeting, @albertaclaudia 's present 
20.B!
Count down,
when the time flies so fast, a year before feels like yesterday.
4 days more until my 20th birthday, woohoo! I always excited about birthday, don't know why actually. But there's something interested about birthday, the joy, the excitement, and it feels like 'a gate' to the new adventure in another year. I think a birthday should be a day full of joy, a magical one, and the person has kinda special authorization (they can do everything they want, lots of excuses). I always wish for an unforgettable birthday every year which full of surprises, maybe that's why one of my bestfriend told me that it's kinda impossible for someone to have a wonderful birthday each year. Sometimes there's something special on the day, but not a whole day, or even sometime the day just an ordinary day like others.
I'll be 20 soon, and for me it feels a little bit different than my previous birthday last year. 20 are not just numbers for me. I mean for these 10 years, for each year, I have number 1 as the prefix number of my age (11,12,...19) and now it will change to number 2! For age like mine, I think it's not that important to receive presents or having a party, but the important thing is how to grow more mature since now I'm no longer a teenager anymore. For me personally, it will be better if I can spend the day with people whom I love, rather than receiving lots of presents but there's no one around me to spend the day. I really enjoy surprises, everyone does I think, but the most wonderful moment is when you know that all people whom you love and you expected to come, they made it and come to show that they do really care about you.
I've been through such an unstable year this year, I've been bad, or even worse. But I do really hope that I can be better and better again. 'Cause nothing will change if I can't even change myself. I wish this year could be another great year, another great birthday. :))
when the time flies so fast, a year before feels like yesterday.
4 days more until my 20th birthday, woohoo! I always excited about birthday, don't know why actually. But there's something interested about birthday, the joy, the excitement, and it feels like 'a gate' to the new adventure in another year. I think a birthday should be a day full of joy, a magical one, and the person has kinda special authorization (they can do everything they want, lots of excuses). I always wish for an unforgettable birthday every year which full of surprises, maybe that's why one of my bestfriend told me that it's kinda impossible for someone to have a wonderful birthday each year. Sometimes there's something special on the day, but not a whole day, or even sometime the day just an ordinary day like others.
I'll be 20 soon, and for me it feels a little bit different than my previous birthday last year. 20 are not just numbers for me. I mean for these 10 years, for each year, I have number 1 as the prefix number of my age (11,12,...19) and now it will change to number 2! For age like mine, I think it's not that important to receive presents or having a party, but the important thing is how to grow more mature since now I'm no longer a teenager anymore. For me personally, it will be better if I can spend the day with people whom I love, rather than receiving lots of presents but there's no one around me to spend the day. I really enjoy surprises, everyone does I think, but the most wonderful moment is when you know that all people whom you love and you expected to come, they made it and come to show that they do really care about you.
I've been through such an unstable year this year, I've been bad, or even worse. But I do really hope that I can be better and better again. 'Cause nothing will change if I can't even change myself. I wish this year could be another great year, another great birthday. :))
blank.
when a house is not a home,
a road is no longer bumping but it's straightly going down,
torturing words,
an open scar,
and even tears are useless.
blank
Nothing I wish for,
Nothing I hope for,
I learn to hang on nothing.
I wouldn't have shouted and disclose everything,
even if I want to.
I try to look fine,
tough,
doesn't mean there's no feeling.
'cause even I show it,
they will just say it's non-sense,
(as if they care)
Where are you guys?
The time I need the most
I just need the presence
feeling secure, nothing more.
Sorry if I'm not that damn good,
not that thin, beautiful, and warm-hearted,
laugh when it goes wrong, I try hard
but still has human's feeling
could be hurt,
could be healed.
blank.
a road is no longer bumping but it's straightly going down,
torturing words,
an open scar,
and even tears are useless.
blank
Nothing I wish for,
Nothing I hope for,
I learn to hang on nothing.
I wouldn't have shouted and disclose everything,
even if I want to.
I try to look fine,
tough,
doesn't mean there's no feeling.
'cause even I show it,
they will just say it's non-sense,
(as if they care)
Where are you guys?
The time I need the most
I just need the presence
feeling secure, nothing more.
Sorry if I'm not that damn good,
not that thin, beautiful, and warm-hearted,
laugh when it goes wrong, I try hard
but still has human's feeling
could be hurt,
could be healed.
blank.
a greeting from here!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOVITA TJIA!Finally you're 20 now and it means you're the oldest little chic among us. I wish you nothing but the best, all the very best. I know time flies so fast and there are a lot of things change, but at the end you're still the same Novi, whom always be my best friend!
I hope you have a great birthday and great year ahead ( just like every each year), enjoy your special day with people whom you love, even though there are some of us that far away but as you know we always miss you and pray for you. Always be good there, and just like every year I'll pray that you'll become a success person and reach every goals in you life. Be more mature and always be positive. Don't ever let problems put you down, but be tougher. Always remember to put God first in every single step in your life.
I have a lot of things to say in my mind, but I think I already repeat the same wishes each year and you'll probably get bored of all of it. But all I want to say for this year,
We've been friends for years and I love you more and more. Even the distance keeps us apart but somehow I believe that our friendship will stay the same. We've been through lots of memories, ups and downs, like several months ago when I went there it was a great time for me. From that moment I realized that true friends are precious, just like you. I can't do or give much for you to celebrate your birthday but from this post I just want to simply saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY, may God bless you always.
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